Pain so bleak my spirit weeps in lonely dying sighs
I look upon the world through torn and bloody eyes
I’ve cast aloft the essence of my lone immortal soul
Have thus returned from thee quite often less than whole
Why would thou want to touch me with intentions less than true
I’ve walked the lonely road for oh so long that nothing else will do
Ethereal kiss through moment’s bliss before lighting strikes again
Why should I learn to trust those ones to whom truth’s a common sin
You tell me time and time again you have my best at heart
But every time your work comes through you tear the world apart
Widow though you say your not although it seems to be
Every one you’ve touched so far has paid dearly just like me
The one who stand beside you are loyal to a fault
But when you see behind their eyes you ferret out the rot
How many times have I heard what soon turned out a lie
And then you have the nerve to say that Im the reason why
Why fault is fault and wrong is wrong I don’t understand
Why you cannot see the truth that on each owns a person stands
To share the load and labor of life’s often screwed up trails
Upon each other you must lean on and surely you may fail
But when that load it only flows unto thee and thou and thine
And prevaricate when payments do that is where I draw the line
I wouldn’t call you black widow, it’s true your prey survives
But everyone it seems you’ve touched their heart is what you’ve slain
So though you have your reason so often tried and true
You’ve told me way to many lies to place much faith in you
One short step and then im gone though who knows the hour due
At that finite point in time you will find it all on you.
Banfiadh copywrite 2005